The Twlight Zone

I swear there are times where I feel as if I'm living in the twilight zone. Sometimes I can have the weirdest of days!!! Like today!! Dealing with egotistical, irritating and pessimistic people.
Not to mention technical difficulties with my son's phone while he's on a trip with his classmates out of state.

I swear, I literally want to grab my pillow and scream into.
I think for the most part its just a sign that I need a much deserved vacation!!!

Since work has tapered off a bit, I'm now looking into increasing my investments by building up my stock portfolio and investing in real estate. Both rentals and re-sales

Which should give me plenty to do with researching, financing, choosing the right contractors, to getting down and dirty with renovations since I enjoy doing with home improvement projects myself.

Hmmm, maybe I should contact #HGTV and pitch my own little home improvement show. . .lol

As far as the modeling goes, I'm still doing a few local fashion shows here and there along with keeping the portfolio up to date shooting with amazing local talent.

Still planning trips to major cities to sign with agencies but for now that's on the back burner until next year. So keep an eye on my Facebook page, Twitter and Instagram for updates. :)

My love life, well don't ask. It seems to be getting harder and harder to find someone with some true substance. 

Where's the romance, where's the passion, where's the depth, where's the wanting to truly get to know someone and connect on a stronger level?

I know for me, I would like to find someone I can truly connect with on every level. Someone who can be my best friend as well as my lover. Someone I can laugh and be silly with, to cuddle with when the world seems cold. To share the good as well as the bad with, knowing that having each other makes everything seem alright.

Ah, that would be so nice to have....but

Right now you have to have on some very high waders to muddle around in all the dating scene BS of today but all in all I still remain forever hopeful that the one I seek is still out there trying to find me. I just wish he would hurry up.

"IT'S SCARY OUT THERE"!!!

Winter Blahs. . .

I'm sitting here waiting for creativity to flow through me and feeling a bit blah. I truly believe it's due to developing cabin fever dealing with the brutal winter here in the Midwest and the desire to do something wild and exciting!!! I guess I'm looking for that next big thing, trying to keep myself busy!!!

Life has become a bit mundane these past couple of months which has caused me to become a bit bored and restless. On top of that Valentine's Day is around the corner and for the first time in years I do not have a Valentine. Which I'm not sure how I feel about that??!! We'll see as the day nears. . . .

Dating hasn't been a problem. I've met some very interesting and entertaining men. Some nice, some not so gentlemen like, but I have yet to find that special one though I know he is out there!

Meanwhile I'll just keep myself busy with being a mom and a growing business woman. Staying positive, staying strong and living in the light!!!

What's With The Dating Scene

I've been single for about three to four months now and I have to say the dating scene is certainly interesting.

It's not that I have trouble finding men to date, I have trouble finding the men who are true gentlemen.

Fading away seems to be the days of courting. Drifting are the days where a guy tries to impress a woman with flowers and words.

Now it's buy you lunch, buy you dinner or a drink and try to get you into bed that same day or night. Though I'm a passionate woman, I find the tactics demeaning and disrespectful, especially when there is NO instant attraction.

Through it all I remain optimistic that the one will find his way to me.

So I continue to drench through the losers, liars, and b.s.er's till the right one comes along.